post drama…
this couple of month has been a roller coaster for me, the break up, the drama and the ups and down.. i just wish life is more simple than this.. im not being myself lately and all i know suddenly im losing almost everything.. and whats left for me now is me myself and i.. back to basic i guess.. i was never a good friend, i always do everything by myself, being hated by people even since the day i was born, teenagers, college, work and now this.. friends..
what is friends meaning actually? a bunch of people who claim they know u? care about u? i just don’t get it.. the more im being friends with other people the more i know that Ur closes friends is Ur worst enemies.. they judge u, they despite u they turn their back once u have a problem.. well at lease not all of them.. but in the bigger picture i see that making friends is non sense.. i like to call them colleagues…
yes.. that’s more like it… colleagues.. that should do no harm..
